I hate what you've done to me

I hate that you were so stupid
I hate that you were so cruel
I hate that you allowed someone else to be involved in the hardest thing I've ever had to forgive
I hate that you put us in a position where we have to worry if our secrets will ever be revealed
I hate that you made my worst fears come true
I hate that you manipulated my kindness so you could do what you want
I hate that I'm always hurting
I hate that I'm constantly worrying
I hate that I can't trust anyone now
I hate that I'm so sad so much
Yet, I can't hate you

The Differences Between You & I

Why am I googling how to trust someone again
Why aren't you googling how to be trusted again