No one hurts me like you do

When I have to ask you if you miss me

When I have to ask you to tell me you miss me

Every now & then

Just to hear it

Regardless if you mean it

That's when you think I'd open my eyes

But I rather leave them shut

Headache

My head hurts
Probably dehydration
Eyes are dried
Emotional desperation
We've come so far
What a celebration
Lately feels like less
Communication
Some days almost no
Conversation
You say everything I think
Is an exaggeration
I still remember when you said
You felt temptation
To stray from me
It broke our foundation
You should stop doing what gives me
Such frustration
Take my emotions & sanity
Into consideration
I would die for you
No hesitation
But will we work through this?
I can't cope with separation.

May 2019

It's easier for you

Maybe too easy

I break my own heart

But you're not innocent either

You tell me not to be sad

It's that easy

I am trying to be positive 

Still everyday hurts

You're allowed to be ok

I just didn't think you'd make it look

so easy.