Does What Goes Up Have to Come Down

Things feel different, better

But all those times I was telling myself

I was overthinking

Now means 

I wasn't

Things were different before

And now they are different again

In a good way

Two differents

What is normal?

Is there a normal? 

Differents scare me because

they can't last

I want this different to last

Can this be our new normal?

I fear I may ruin this different

By worrying too much about

the old different

But this high can't last,

we will eventually

crash

Unless we do things

different.

Love Love Love & Worry

Things are different
I cannot explain.
Things that hurt me
I no longer feel pain.
You have shown me love
respect & patience
When I didn't deserve it.
You treated my heart as fragile
& did everything to conserve it.
The worry and fear that haunted me
daily has disappeared.
The clouds that once filled my mind
all seemed to have cleared.
All of this warms my soul &
gives me hope.
But still I worry if this high doesn't last,
can I cope?