Wednesday, June 27, 2012

You'd be surprised how strong you are when all there is left to do is be strong.
They say seeing is believing. Then why is love the strongest feeling.

Don't be sad Be happy now


I used to think love was the meaning of life. That we were put here to find love and that alone would make us internally happy. But as you experience heartbreak and even experience living, you see that you don’t need someone to make you happy. I believe that the meaning of life is finding something worth living for. This differs for every person. Every individual has different wants. Whether you find a passion in a hobby worth living for or you are the type of person who finds a person you love who is worth living for, it’s entirely up to you. But if you end up being the type of person whose life completely relies on the life of another human being, what happens when that human being leaves. Is your life then over? Happiness is a direction, not a place. It’s a state of mind and it takes practice to be happy. Only you can make you happy. Don’t misunderstand this, love can make you extremely happy and whole. What I am trying to say is, the meaning of life is different for everyone. The same goes for happiness. However, it comes down to the realization that happiness is a choice. And you should always choose it.

why can’t you love me unconditionally. why can’t you love me endlessly. why can’t you love me only. why can’t you love me passionately. why can’t you love me tenderly. why can’t you love me absentmindedly. why can’t you love me blissfully. why can’t you love me carelessly. why can’t you love me deeply. why can’t you love me faithfully. why can’t you love me freely. why can’t you love me foolishly. why can’t you love me obnoxiously. why can’t you love me physically. why can’t you love me recklessly. why can’t you love me unbearably. why can’t you love me already.
No one realized how much I loved you until you left. Then did they see the silent tears dripping down my heart.
to write more is what I need
to write true and what I feel
seems to be
out of my reach.
unreal.
what I need is to say what I feel.
impossible.
I think it, it’s gone
I write it, gone too.
disappearing from my head
but once was there.
once.
where did it go?
will I be back one day
in time
for me to write down what
I am
I am..
where will you go?
will you come back to me
I hope.
give me a chance to
catch myself
don’t go, not yet
at least.
I want to tell you to stay
I scream
“Leave.”
seems I can only express my feelings on paper
[with ink. no tongue.
not writers block
just fear that is
keeping my heart in a cage
and the key?
in my hand
waiting.
for me to find the words to tell you
“take it,
Cautiously.”]
but ‘seems’ is a unsure word.
to be with you
I need to be with me
Me.
Who I am is who I think
I’ll be with you when I write 
my mind to you.
because writing seems easier then speaking.
seems.
I’ll be with you in empty space. between the lines
read them well.
“just stay.” they say, secretly
I’ll be yours
when I write down what I need
to say.
You were the plane in the sky I mistaken for a star. Meanwhile he was always the star in the sky I blindly believed to be a plane.
I have to let you go, so I can let me in.

LET’S NOT CONFUSE LOVE WITH LUST.


Refuse to let the chemistry turn into dust
To be created To never be outdated With you I'm infatuated
The english language can’t seem to find the words I’m looking for
Je vous aime, Kocham ciebie, Translated I love you, Mi amor
Funny thing, Jokes aside
You are hers, Not mine
But I can’t call it quits
No that’ll hurt too much
So I’ll end with what I started with
Let’s not confuse love with lust.